Day 1 – April First

April First

It turns to spring outside
But inside my heart still feels like winter
I sit in the back yard and wonder how
We got here
I miss lattes and friends and rainbows
I miss the warmth of summer and the feel of baseball glove leather against my palms and the way my hair smells like sunshine on Sundays in the park
I wait for the moment somebody reminds me it’s April first.